Minggu, 02 Oktober 2011

Klimaks

Akhir-akhir ini gue jadi merasa sangat sensitif.

Engga, bukan karena gue lagi kelaperan kok. Tau sendiri cadangan makanan yang disimpen tubuh gue dalam bentuk lemak bisa menghidupi gue setahun tanpa makan. Engga, bukan karena gue lagi bertransformasi jadi singa beranak banyak yang paranoid anaknya diambil sama manusia kok. Gue ga merasa melihat bulan purnama malam ini.

Or else, I'd better be that lion. At least lion has lionet to be loved and protected. Not like me.

Yeah, lo pasti mikir kalau post-an ini tentang kegalauan cinta antar lawan jenis atau mungkin tentang kegalauan cinta yang sepihak. But, sorry in this post I'm not interested in that kind of relationship. Dan gue ga se-ngenes itu membeberkan masalah cinta-cintaan gue ke blog. Atau mungkin ga mau kelihatan se-ngenes itu dengan cara membeberkan cerita-cerita seperti itu ke blog :|

Minggu ini gue udah mencapai tahap di mana kalo gue disenggol dikit gue bakal marah. Bagai orang kelaperan diajak debat. Marahnya gue bisa dalam bentuk macem-macem yaitu dalam bentuk endositosis dan eksositosis atau bahkan bisa menjadi fagositosis dan autolisis. Oke skip, gue lagi ga mau membicarakan poin yang ini.

Minggu ini rasanya bener-bener jadi klimaks dalam hidup gue *halah*. Mulai dari situasi yang selalu bikin gondok, seeing my ex-bf and my ex--I-thought-she-was-my--bf have new bestfriends, dan kegiatan yang akhir-akhir ini sedikit longgar membuat gue makin merasa sepi. Dan kenapa gue sebut klimaks? Karena gue udah berada pada tahap ingin memutar balikkan waktu.
Gue pengen kembali ke SMP lagi. Gue pengen bareng sahabat-sahabat gue lagi.

Pernah suatu kali gue ditanya, "Far, kok lu sibuk banget ya?"
Dan gue jawab, "Haha iya. Tapi gapapa lah daripada di rumah bengong mau ngapain."
Padahal jawaban sebenernya bukan itu. Seharusnya gue bilang

"Soalnya dengan cara kayak gini gue ngerasa ga kesepian. Meskipun hanya sementara."



Kayaknya lebih ngenes membeberkan masalah gue yang ini daripada masalah cinta-cintaan. Tapi bodo deh, screw people. Screw gossipers.

7 komentar:

Tirta Darmantio mengatakan...

absen,,, uhuyy jd takut klo lg deket2 heheh *kiding*

IYO mengatakan...

far.. maap ya, aku, aku, aku gabisa temenin kamu lagi, kita sudah beda dunia.. hiks..
Apasih, far! akalu mau maen2 ke nf! gw males ketemu dimanaa gitu ngeluarin duit hehe (dasarnya gw emang pelit kali ya?)

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